Hello, here's an update one week too late..These seven days have been pretty sadistic, with school work, band, frustrations, stupidkids, script +creativity, loyalties,the beautiful game,and the occasional(but very much treasured) ray of sunshine and sMile, forming a swirling confluence of emotions for me to thrust my head in and pull the flush upon.
Hmm..I seem to have a little difficulty translating opinion, thought and a semblence of a point of view into, well words currently. Like I type something, and I backspace almost immediately.
Hmm..I hate (wah fierce) this very much watered down, general post, with not a grandiose amount of detail, much lest dehead. *wry movement of cheek muscles*. I don't think it's not gonna last for long, this blogger's write, or writer's blog, whichever you prefer,because as I contemplate further, and try to stop to think and reflect, there's quite a lot of things which I can write about, and I believe you will enjoy(I hope) reading about. But not now.
Hmm... Maybe that's the problem. This week has been going at such a breakneck/cutthroat pace that I haven't had the time to stop and just reflect, relieve and recycle.haR haR haR. (I won't blame you if you click the x at the top right corner of your screen now..heh)
Back to point.
The fact that I have been getting home from school and stuff at 10pm every night, and due to this week being test week and Arsenal vs Real Madrid, I have not slept the earliest in a while. I'm afraid this humble abode's gonna turn into a motel as I go on and on in IB..the Serangoon B and B, all you need for surviving another day in utopia.
sheesh. Thus, any morsel of a moment to myself, which I would normally just go on a day dream marathon, and somehow through the clutter find something to express an opinion about, has been sold to the Sleep God- King Koil.hahahaha. K before I go on let me just apologize for all this lameness, one week without writing, and writing on the back of watching Dodgeball, as well as just having completed one of the best scripts in centrestage history with Mel and Ben sorta does this to you. (: Ok as I was saying, so the matter at hand is that since I haven't been able to just quiet myself without dozing off(hahah), I'm having trouble coming to blogger.com and try to contemplate.
Hmm...It sucks not being able to translate emotion to word, or screen due to the rustiness of not formulating an opinion throughout the week, so forgive my repetiton of the key term "Hmmm." This forces me to go reflecting a tad bit.
Hmm.....I can't believe how not writing for a week has rendered me so unbelieveably mediocre in my thought processes. Ugh. Of the disgusting. You see, I don't say"oh I'm gonna go blog about trees today"and play word association and think of stuff about trees. But rather I'd think " 1,2,3. Meow Meow Bark Bark...Oh let's write about trees!!oneoneeleven"
Hmmm...that didn't even make sense. Basically what I have to offer now is that this maddening rush of IB does ths to you. Leaves you no room to think about what's happening to you. It's not just IB per se, but in trying to be a scholarleaderglobalcitizen, I feel pressured to shut out all delusions of grandeur, and basically contemplative thought. After each night of catatonic sleep IB sort of grows on you, forcing out el Realist in you.
Hmmmmm.
Alright, I guess that I'm fine..A little sore and geksim, for a host of reasons which I will gladly give should there be a demand (bleddy pragmatist), but I'll get by. And besides, I realized that I've just wrote an entire entry about not being able to write a proper entry. Whoanelly, and it ain't half bad..haha..maybe it's maybelline.
So yup, I've got many things to look forward to tommorow, mainly Jap food indulgence ( not so much about the food) , a possible Monthy Python screening ( not so much about the show, although I'm ready to laugh quite incessitantly), and wonderful company. (It's all about the company.) *wide movement of cheek muscles*.
Hmmmm.
Delivered at 10:57 PM;
KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
FANCIES
Him.K.anglo-chinese.music for the passionate.marvel.gunners.
Orange.debate.
long bus rides armed with an eye and a pod.74.
philosophizing.dystopia.
coffee.Rove.Health.Famary.
Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
witty play on words.musing.
accents.the heartrands.performing.
being a closet connossieur.
a point of view.vigorous
interaction with spherical objects.
irony&pathos.yum.
JS.spirit.a girl that would smile