Alright now that the nostalgia, heartache and memories keep on flooding back in, I'm slightly less helium filled as the previous two entries might portray. My heart's kinda heavy, which is natural... but..
My reflections on this trip will come soon, as I write a piece for the official OEP cd like on monday or sth. I wanna write now, but I don't know if I can. Like I don't wanna go relieve the entire trip just yet as the dull pang refuses to subside. It's not like there's anything negative about the trip, but rather it's the aftermath that I don't wanna face. I guess, that it has been, a different experience this trip to Cambodia. In more ways than one... But now, after everything, I can't help but worry that I have to face alot of shit. Deal with alot of stuff. Alone. Alone except for maybe my Brother Liow. But that's just one aspect.
Sigh. Better stop now before I get too emo, so I'll leave you all temporarily with a few words strung together that might make no sense, and yet mean all the world to me nonetheless. Got stuff to iron out, things to think about. And I don't mean the mountain of homework that I'm scared to face. So, have you ever needed someone so bad?
Rove. And Rife.
Gets me every time.
Every. Damn. Time.
Delivered at 1:08 AM;
KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
FANCIES
Him.K.anglo-chinese.music for the passionate.marvel.gunners.
Orange.debate.
long bus rides armed with an eye and a pod.74.
philosophizing.dystopia.
coffee.Rove.Health.Famary.
Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
witty play on words.musing.
accents.the heartrands.performing.
being a closet connossieur.
a point of view.vigorous
interaction with spherical objects.
irony&pathos.yum.
JS.spirit.a girl that would smile