what's a guy got to do to keep out that sinking feeling that tells him that something's not right that he did something wrong that things are not what they appear that you know maybe he said something maybe he did something maybe he did not do something maybe in reality everything is fine but he just wants to hold on to the things that are precious to him and he dosen't want them to go away or maybe he is insecure deep inside maybe he needs love maybe he needs hope but maybe he has got love and hope but he dosent realize it because he is so worried about losing them and maybe just maybe its one horrible nightmare that he'll wake up from laughing and wiping the sweat from his brow saying that i should have just trusted god on this and smile and say oh how naive i was when i was young and o what needless worry and sorrow and he should thank god for how blessed he is but now is now not the future not eventually now he feels worried now he feels loss now he feels a void in his heart oh god ease the pain and worry please it's your plan not his and numb the ache please oh god why oh god why don't i know what a guy has got to do to keep out that sinking feeling.
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KENNETH
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Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
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interaction with spherical objects.
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