Hey, someone placed a "The Believer's Promise Book" in my room I notice. On the second page it declares : "Your relationship with God through Jesus is very close and very special. This book will help you sense it more deeply, for it brings together His promises, helping you grasp your very personal relationship with God; God's promises for your times of need, and special prayers and God's answers."
No harm trying then. It sucks that as I become more aware of society it's hard to just accept things as truth, and more importantly infallible and constant truth. And personally, especially this year everything that I held on to, or thought was given and constant, or wished to hold on to has been tugged from under my feet.
So it's hard, for me, to just believe again. To just 'wait and see God's plan.' To put it simply, waiting hasn't done me an incredible amount of good in recent times. So it's hard. But I'm learning to walk again.
So I opened the booklet, and the first three verses I see are :
"Surely the arm of the Lord is not too short to save, nor his eye too dull to hear."- Isaiah 59:1
"I am the Lord your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear ; I will help you." - Isaiah 41:13
and "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, our ears will hear a voice behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it." - Isaiah 30:21.
I sincerely want to believe that. Sincerely.
Delivered at 9:55 PM;
KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
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