Hurrah, the previous post was the 200th on this site. Time flies when you're having fun, no?
Anyway, I've come across a quandry. And before you read on, I am in perfect knowledge of, and have fully considered the fact that this entry is the archetype of one that when I am old, rocking in my rocking chair, will consider fondly with a wry smile and a chortle for added effect, wondering why it deserved thought and questioning its merit as a quandry. Even now it may seem immaterial to readers, but please, bear with me and if you have to laugh and snigger, do it quietly.
Knowing how you will remember yourself in the past in the future is quite a fancy thing actually. And my dilemma thus, its subject matter regarding the only thing that someone seventeen years young will probably only think about - love, or therelackof.
My heart tells me that I am wizened, and lovewise (that's damn 1984), and have seen alot, which in reality cannot be further from the truth. Anyhow, my quandry is whether close friends can be lovers in essence. Now wait, before you put on your thinking caps and raise your chins shouting rah! let me elaborate. With regards to relationships, I've never believed in cutting to the chase, or the base, or whatever we say nowsadays in drunken stupors. Basically if you wanna go out with a girl at least get to know her well, no? Which is where the dilemma starts, well unless you get to know her with the intention of going out with her, then the door's that way doctor love.
I mean you get to know this girl, you see hey we have lots in common, you see hey she trusts me with a lot of things, you see hey she tells me stuff and understands me as well, you see hey we enjoy each other's company loads, you see hey she knows I can take care of her. Then you want to get attached so that you can enjoy her company, take care of her, listen to her problems and let her trust you with a lot of things.
ehhhh?!
yep. That's my quandry. Does this mean that the only way you can get attached is if you have that very intention from the beginning? Friends can't become lovers? And now we ask what's the difference anyway and how do we tell if it is so.....
argh..
I hope I figure this out so I can eventually laugh at myself recalling how I was trying to figure this out.
Delivered at 12:56 PM;
KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
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long bus rides armed with an eye and a pod.74.
philosophizing.dystopia.
coffee.Rove.Health.Famary.
Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
witty play on words.musing.
accents.the heartrands.performing.
being a closet connossieur.
a point of view.vigorous
interaction with spherical objects.
irony&pathos.yum.
JS.spirit.a girl that would smile
