wah i clicked view blog and realized that having a Staind song as your front post adds points to the bleak-o-meter. Not good. In fact I put the first verse of a song up mainly because it's more credible than a youtube video. And also because youtube's taking ages to post the 'Optimus Prime - Death of a Hero' clip that I so must share with this ipod generation.
The past month has been a blur, really. There was the good, the bad, the pretty, the ugly and the pretty ugly. But mostly it has been disarming. Like one day it feels like you're walking on sunshine, then you kena sunburn the next. But I guess looking back on recent times with a smile rather than a frown means that maybe, omigosh just maybe, the storm clouds are clearing and slowly we're getting to where they told us we'd be at four years ago in red classrooms where everything was happy and more often than not, gay.
And it may be kinda late, but the ruse that Chock, brother liow and shawn pulled off was ingenious. Hats off. But more importantly, it showed that hey, ib has some vestige of humour, goodwill and 1 slide exam briefing powerpoints left beneath the cold, hard and sleepless exterior. I felt a tangible weight lift off from lt 1 that day, coupled by the talk about prom,murals and etheral things that we recognized but have not considered or embraced for a good while now, and frankly, I'm grateful that the creases on our collective forehead could ease out just a little, and that we could take things less seriously just for once.
I may be dreaming though, and IB the cruel monster's just giving us the lull before the storm, and me being somewhat pleased that I have completed tokee and most IAs besides World Lit 1 is actually its inisidious ploy to make me complacent and forget that I have CAS, 48 to the power of pi Bio Practs, IOC preparation, and the general activity of studying so I get 7 points for all my subjects left to do.
In fact I shouldn't even be writing now. And I just remembered I have to do the '50 words to describe IB' thing for the council which I have put off since week 4. SIGH. 50 words don't do this entity justice.
Anyhow I'm really looking forward to our sports matches this week, Hopefully the rugby, tennis and hockey teams will do what the band couldn't, which is erm..win. I miss cheering my trachea out. But I think I miss people more. People are great. :( But good Lord it's the end of May already. People need to know that they're great.
Also, I've decided on like 18 occasions that they're gonna play The Spirit Carries On at my funeral. If you haven't heard the song, let me know so you can sing along in the future. haha.
Speaking of funerals , here's hoping youtube gets Optimus Prime - Death of a Hero up in here soon. I need to cry like I was 5 again. Best form of catharsis I've ever known.
Have a great week everyone (:
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KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
FANCIES
Him.K.anglo-chinese.music for the passionate.marvel.gunners.
Orange.debate.
long bus rides armed with an eye and a pod.74.
philosophizing.dystopia.
coffee.Rove.Health.Famary.
Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
witty play on words.musing.
accents.the heartrands.performing.
being a closet connossieur.
a point of view.vigorous
interaction with spherical objects.
irony&pathos.yum.
JS.spirit.a girl that would smile