I think this ranks among my top 10 'songs to perform before I die'. It's beautiful. I'm at home, 3pm on a Wednesday afternoon not really doing anything fruitful and yet yearning to do so, fascinated by the notion of nonchalance, and how people can mask, or even suppress raw emotion and feeling, looking distant and unfazed.
Why has everything got to be so hard? Why can't it be so? What I gotta do to make you love me? What I gotta do to make you care?Can you feel the love tonight? I think I've gone beyond asking rhetorical questions through hot tears nowadays,which I'm glad at, but I guess I'm still painting portraits and etching scenery with fading colours that never were, shimmering lights that glowed once and then died out.
And then you see it. After a while you realize that its not that nonchalance means unfeeling, or that people with poker faces keep their cards close to their chest with fear, but rather grin and bear it, or que sera sera , is what brings you out of the dark wilderness and into a marvellous light. And I don't know what or Who's keeping the light on,
but it sure feels better...I hope.
Delivered at 3:02 PM;
KENNETH
Name:Slumber
Born:16th August
FANCIES
Him.K.anglo-chinese.music for the passionate.marvel.gunners.
Orange.debate.
long bus rides armed with an eye and a pod.74.
philosophizing.dystopia.
coffee.Rove.Health.Famary.
Buddies.
writing.1984.
expression.Italian food.
journeys.teh-peng.
stream of consciousness.
witty play on words.musing.
accents.the heartrands.performing.
being a closet connossieur.
a point of view.vigorous
interaction with spherical objects.
irony&pathos.yum.
JS.spirit.a girl that would smile